I don't know whether or not I should scream in fear or run and cry over the realization that I'm leaving one of the greatest places to work for. I know it's not smart to spend the rest of my life at JBFC. I mean no one does that. Duh!! But when you work in a place that has some of the coolest people around it's one of those things were you take a step back and you wonder if you did the if right thing.
And now I'm starting to second guess myself...sort of.
No this is the right thing, but still I'm scared shitless. I want to back out, sort of. But now I know that it's ok for me to take some baby steps to England. Its ok for me to be scared. It's ok to not know what to do and to gradually get my ass to England. This has been 11 years in the making, a month or two of trying to figure things out is ok.
So now that I'm sitting in my living room floor surrounded by my office knick-knacks I know I'm going to be ok. Terrified, anxious and wanting the world but it's going to be ok.
I hope...
Who wants to pack an apartment?
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